I’m Still Standing.

It’s been a while since my last entry. In that time, I got kidney stones removed (Wouldn’t wish that on my biggest enemy…if I had any) I have been able to go on a couple of trips here and there. Turned 30!  In the last couple of months however, I had to take a step... Continue Reading →

Cold Desert.

It’s hot, I can feel the sweat beads starting to take shape on my forehead. I gasp for air…. everything seems so dry. This… this is what it must feel like to be stuck in the middle of the dessert alone, with no food or water. My back, it burns. But it’s not sun rays that... Continue Reading →

Just Hold On… We’re Going Home.

8 PM, just two more hours until Nick gets home from work. Although he’s only been gone for the weekend, it seems like he’s been gone for two weeks.It doesn’t help that it is snowing outside so time seems to be standing still. “Oh Gosh Miguel, can you stop being so needy? No wonder he calls... Continue Reading →

P.S. I…

The most beautiful thing about a storm... is the sunset after the chaos. In a while the sun will set, which makes the horizon look breath taking in my long drive. I look over to my right and there he is, sleeping, snoring ever so lightly. It has been a busy weekend, so I can't blame... Continue Reading →

Update: Keeping it Weird

Three months... three months and everything is so different. After I met up with Dom for coffee I sent him a message to thank him for giving me a little bit of his time, he never wrote back. Somehow I was glad and appreciated that he didn't reply. I liked that he didn't string me along into... Continue Reading →

Some Things Never Change

I clenched my cup of coffee hard with both hands in hopes that my hands will stop shaking, and I take a look at the time on my phone. 9:03 “Breath Miguel, remember you wanted this”, I tell myself wishing my nerves would calm down. You see, although it’s autumn and it’s chilly, I am... Continue Reading →

Man in the Mirror 

I've seen him around, he is taller, slimmer, seems to light up the room when he walks in. I've seen him in my old lover's arms. I'd like to say that I am envious, but in reality, my heart is cheering them on. How can I be envious when all I've wanted was for him... Continue Reading →

Sleeping with the Enemy

Autumn, it would be a little bit of an understatement if I told you that it's my favorite part of the year. The colors, the scarves, the adventures in pumpkin patches, the hot coco, I’m in love with it all. With Fall, comes the cooler weather and today it's making it really difficult to make... Continue Reading →

The Rest Is Still Unwritten.

  If you were ask my fiends to describe me, they would say that I'm as clumsy, loyal, that I have a contagious dorky laugh, I am way too caring, shamefully... somewhat of a princess (it's not my fault that I know what I want), and that I have a little ADHD problem. Okay who am I kidding, I have a... Continue Reading →

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