Breaking Your Own Heart.

I've felt this before, this heart wrenching, nauseous, balls so far up your throat you can't breath feeling. Never is a thousand years did I think I would be living this again, never in a million years did I think I would be responsible for this. I've lost him, I fucked up and lost him.... Continue Reading →


My Best Friends Wedding.

First off I'd like to apologize to everyone, in most weddings the bestman’s speech is supposed to be funny, full of wit and laughter, well that won't be the case for mine. If you know me, you will know that I am the most emotional, sentimental, biggest crybaby ever. To be honest I'm still very... Continue Reading →

Forever Young.

Dear Future Self, I am not writing this letter to boost your ego, nor is it a letter written out of spontaneity. This letter is for you, for when times get too rough and you feel alone. You and I both know that you tend to hold a lot in, both the good and the... Continue Reading →

The Way He looks at Me

“You is kind. You is smart. You is important.” ― Kathryn Stockett, The Help       5:30 am, I still have half and hour before the alarm goes off. Regardless of how early it is, I feel well rested and at peace, which is weird because I have not woken up in my own home. I turn over expecting... Continue Reading →

In the Nick of Time

You never meet anyone at the wrong time because the right people are timeless. -- Cainfitness It ‘s a little past midnight when I find myself sitting across my best friend at our favorite pub bar, trying to sober up with water and french fries. With one too many drinks, we are in a heated... Continue Reading →

He’s Just Lonely

What is it about us wanting what we can't have? Is it the chase, the challenge? What's the obsession with wanting to have the out-of-our-league-guy, wanting more money, more time? It seems like it's always more, more, more. I have tried to figure out the answer for what seems like forever, and I still have not come up... Continue Reading →

May I Have This Dance?

  You can only Imagine what kind of day I've had when I am in the largest pullover sweater I own, have a tub of cookie dough ice cream, with Jasper (my puppy) laying on my legs, watching The Notebook. I must sound like a total winner, but with work being crazy and my love life... Continue Reading →

Ghosts of Exes Past

Dating  to me is a big mystery and honestly, it's a lot of work that I am tired of putting in. You talk to someone for two weeks, you try your hardest to get to know more about this person, try to impress them, show them what you have to offer, and then all of a... Continue Reading →


“Every traveler has a home of his own, and he learns to appreciate it the more from his wandering.” ― Charles Dickens I don’t know at exactly what moment I started feeling happy again or how even. I was so caught up in knowing what I did wrong, that being happy was the least of... Continue Reading →

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